Why write?

Photo: Sandara Lee

Writing is not one of those things that comes easily to most.  It’s like trying to dribble a football.  Awkward and gawky, we catch ourselves trying to spice things up with details to hide how simple the story really is.  We feel ridiculous even writing about ourselves when in reality, we are the one and only expert in the subject of me.  I understand me and my idiosyncracities better than any person on earth.  No matter how well you know me, it’s not better than I know me.  I think this is the biggest obstacle to self introspection and writing.  Facing our own image.  When we write, we can only write from our experiences and thoughts.  They will likely resemble some aspect of our own life and that means a peice of us is intrinsically wound into the story.  The story is us.  So what does this mean for you?  Well basically I’m saying pick up a pen or pencil and start now.  I’ve been journaling for several years now and I’ll promise you, it never gets easier.  But it does get better. 

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Sinners Anonymous Week 7

Week 7

12 Christian Steps of Sinners Anonymous & Biblical References

7. Humbly asked Him to remove all our shortcomings. “Humble yourselves before the Lord, and He will lift you up.” (James 4:10)

 

Why do we have to ask?

In sales the number one thing you always have to do, no matter how good or bad the sales pitch was, is ask for the sale.  Close, close, close. 

The same principle applies for forgiveness.  We will never get forgiveness if we don’t ask for it.

In asking we acknowledge that we did something wrong.

Have you ever asked for forgiveness for something you didn’t believe you should have to?  Disingenuous much?  If we genuinely ask for forgiveness we will receive.

Many rallies and youth events rely upon emotional responses to get faces up to the front.  While emotion plays a role in forgiveness and salvation, it can’t be a completely emotional decision.  We have to have some thought and logic behind it.  After much introspection and as a result of the last six steps, we have reached the culmination.  Ask and ye shall receive.

James 4:7-10

7 Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.

You must first submit to God. If you don’t submit you can’t resist.
You need God’s help to win the  battle so you must submit to His power and authority
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As children we were asked to make up our beds and clean our rooms.  We bemoaned our plight until we began to clearly understand why we were doing it.  That constant reconciliation with the motivation behind our actions is no different than our submission to God.  In the beginning we do as he says because he says so.  As we progress in our walk with Christ we start to understand the reasoning for why we have to do those things.  His will becomes more apparent to us and we no longer bemoan having to leave that part of us behind. 

Then you resist. Fighting temptation takes work and effort and accountability.
Our temptations start with our own desires.  If we didn’t want to it wouldn’t tempt us.
The Devil must flee. He might come back with the same arrows, stronger ones, or new ones.

8 Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.

How to draw near:

The effort here is immense.  It is the same as trying to draw closer to any of our earthly relationships.
We have to want to connect with God.  Truly an earnestly. If you are not earnest in your want to draw near, you never will draw near.   Relieve ourselves of anything that might come between us and God. Understand yourself.  Sin creates a separation from God that until reconciled will continue to prohibit us from drawing close.

How are we double-minded? 

I think of a person with dissociative personality disorder.  They can have two warring personalities in their mind.  Much similar to the plight of Christians.  We have the justified version of our self having to war with the Sinful part of our self.  Until we recognize the dichotomy that exists within our own self, we cannot take action to fix it.

9 Grieve, mourn and wail. Change your laughter to mourning and your joy to gloom.

We have to properly grieve something for it to be truly dead to us.  Not mourning something will allow it to exist in our minds and hearts for an extended period of time.  In the name of submission we should be able to acknowledge our shortcomings and failures in Christ.  As such truly we should be saddened by our sickness.  Being humble is not the same as shame.  Humble is in admission, shame is in hiding.

10 Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.
All of this work on ourselves results in a feeling of immense failure.  Until he lifts us up.  Then we can and will experience a Joy.   As we see in the story of the Tax collector at the temple, with his admission of his guilt publicly he exhalted the grace God has shown him.  He showed that he is not comparing himself to others, rather he is looking inwardly at his shortcomings and is to be exhalted.

I just realized I have a lisp…

So the audio to my sermon is posted, here it is. After listening to it I realize just how regional my dialect and diction is. Also I have a fear that I have a lisp. It really sounds like it. My wife swears I don’t, but I think she’s just using that teacher empathy to comfort me. Continue reading

The Friendship Effect

 These are the notes I used during the presentation of my sermon.  Later I will post a link to the audio of it so I can compare what I wrote to what God delivered to me during the moment.

The Friendship Effect

How many of you asked a friend to come to church with you today?  Notice my hand wasn’t up.  That’s not because all of my friends are already church members and it isn’t because I don’t have any friends, regardless of what Tim might have you think.  I say that to help you to understand that I am probably the biggest failure in this church when it comes to recruiting others to be a member of the body of Christ. 

For those of you that did ask someone, I commend you, but I have another question.  Did you let them get away with using the excuse that “church just isn’t my thing” or “I don’t believe in organized religion”.  If you got that last answer from them tell them to come on down next Sunday, we rarely are that organized. 

But that first one.  The enemy would have us believe that that is a real answer.  Church just isn’t for some people.  With the number of denominations and other churches meeting throughout the week with different preaching and worship styles, they can’t find anything they like out there. 

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Real nerves…

Sunday morning I delivered my first ever sermon. Yeah, allow that to settle in. This guy was asked to deliver a sermon and it wasn’t a joke. To be honest with you I was scared out of my mind up until the point I stepped on the stage.

The real nerves came after the sermon. When I got back down to the pew to have a seat, I wanted to plop down, throw up and pass out. Continue reading

Sinner’s Anonymous Week 6

12 Christian Steps of Sinners Anonymous & Biblical References

Week 6

1. We admitted we were powerless over sin… that our lives had become unmanageable. “I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out.” (Romans 7:18)

2. Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanctity. “… my grace is sufficient for you, for my POWER is made perfect in weakness.” (2 Corinthians 12:9)

3. Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of GOD as we understood Him. “… If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me.” (Luke 9:23)

4. Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of our selves. “Let us examine our ways and test them, and let us return to the Lord.” (Lamentations 3:40)

5. Admitted to GOD, to our selves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs. “Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed.” (James 5:16)

6. Were entirely ready to have GOD remove all these defects of character. “If you are willing and obedient, you will eat the best from the land.” (Isaiah 1:19)

Are you READY to give up the world?

Procrastination is the space between conviction and action.

What is keeping us from following Jesus’ command?

Are you ready to relinquish control of your life to God?

As long as sin has a toehold in your life, your effectiveness as a witness of his glory is limited.

Romans 6:1-14

1 What shall we say, then? Shall we go on sinning so that grace may increase?(This refers back to verse 5:20 where it talks about the creation of the law was to draw the stark contrast between sin in it’s entirety to God’s holiness. The law pointed out the depths of sin so that grace could be really understood. However the conscious decision to go on sinning in the attempt to exemplify the grace shown to us is erroneous.) 2 By no means! We are those who have died to sin; how can we live in it any longer? 3 Or don’t you know that all of us who were baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? 4 We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life.
 5 For if we have been united with him in a death like his, we will certainly also be united with him in a resurrection like his. 6 For we know that our old self was crucified with him so that the body ruled by sin might be done away with, that we should no longer be slaves to sin— 7 because anyone who has died has been set free from sin.
 8 Now if we died with Christ, we believe that we will also live with him.(living with Christ isn’t all sunshine and rainbows. It includes persecution, unpopular opinions and scorn. This becomes our obligation that we should bear with happiness.) 9 For we know that since Christ was raised from the dead, he cannot die again; death no longer has mastery over him. 10 The death he died, he died to sin once for all; but the life he lives, he lives to God.
11 In the same way, count yourselves dead to sin but alive to God in Christ Jesus.(and the result of this is the responsibility to live as if. Live as if God were right next to us. Because he is. We are dead to our old self, but not to God.) 12 Therefore do not let sin reign in your mortal body so that you obey its evil desires.(We need to outwardly become what the inward change in our life has created.) 13 Do not offer any part of yourself to sin as an instrument of wickedness, but rather offer yourselves to God as those who have been brought from death to life; and offer every part of yourself to him as an instrument of righteousness.(All parts of your existence are to be used to his glory. Any action that is to the contrary could be seen as the old self in it’s death throes trying to fight against the new self directly.) 14 For sin shall no longer be your master, because you are not under the law, but under grace.

Sin is such a powerful thing that Paul makes a point to personify it. Our old self is a slave to sin however the new creation God has made in us is a slave to righteousness. At salvation we are on an even playing field. Your transgressions have been washed away and there is no reason to linger on thoughts of past misconduct.

John 3:19-21

19 This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but people loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil.(Human nature is one opposing God’s will. Our inherent decision making process is one that is devoid of God. This becomes increasingly apparent as society “evolves”.) 20 Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that their deeds will be exposed.(Be it shame or inability to accept a “new” moral code for our life, we are resistant to the hand of God in our life. No one wants to be exposed for their shortcomings and transgressions. The err in logic there is that our old self can no longer hold any power over our new self. When we became a new person in Christ, the old person died. We can reminisce on the things we did wrong and utilize those things for the advancement of the Gospel. That is God taking power over our old self and using it for his glory. That is the only utilization of our new being that God has. The shame felt from failure is gone.) 21 But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what they have done has been done in the sight of God.(This is the exemplification of the thought that once we become a new being, our old existence and it’s shortcomings are in the light. The light will help to illustrate the grace God has shown us. The bigger the sinner, the greater the grace, the better the witness of his saving grace.)

There is no part of our existence that is hidden from God. We would like to think that God will forgive us of all of our sins, but we can hold on to a couple of strongholds in our life. The things we really don’t want to give up because they are intrinsically part of us. The fun things, or the things that will be difficult for us to give up. This is putting God in a box. Saying that he can have dominion over everything that we put in the box, but the stuff outside the box is off limits. When you limit God, you are essentially limiting yourself.

Sinners Anonymous Week 5

Week 5
12 Christian Steps of Sinners Anonymous & Biblical References

1. We admitted we were powerless over sin… that our lives had become unmanageable. “I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out.” (Romans 7:18)

2. Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanctity. “… my grace is sufficient for you, for my POWER is made perfect in weakness.” (2 Corinthians 12:9)

3. Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of GOD as we understood Him. “… If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me.” (Luke 9:23)

4. Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of our selves. “Let us examine our ways and test them, and let us return to the Lord.” (Lamentations 3:40)

5. Admitted to GOD, to our selves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs. “Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed.” (James 5:16) Continue reading

Four white walls…

Why do we worship in a stale white box?

Why aren’t we using all the canvas we have to glorify God?

Most churches you walk in to these days have crisp white walls. Maybe a picture of Jesus or some angels, but how many of them are a tapestry of worship?

How many churches are maximizing their real estate for his glory?

I don’t care if it’s a mural, scripture, art work, or graffiti, anything to glorify God has to be better than four white walls.

We should be doing something to make sure the walls of our sanctuary help to further the gospel. Something to advance the good news.

Anybody got any ideas on what can, could, should be done to renovate the plain white cracker image of the church?